a gratitude.

they say, cerish every moment you spend with your loved ones.
sometimes, it is not known when bad things are bound happen to someone, so dear and near.
you might not know when he or she might be in for the greatest ride of their life.
and then this quote, will then make you realise how true the words are.

a friend in the morning and a lover at night.
an instant enemy by sight, but a brother in the inside.
he owns a mind of a great leader, redirecting which is wrong and which is correct.
character is what one is; reputation is what one is thought to be by others.
knowing and understanding that, he likes to make a change in whatever records that has been held for the past generations.
he prefers that bending the odds would make things better than the way things are supposed to be,
even if, placing his reputation on the line.
he is best in being patient, and currently, being literally one.
muzap has already been an everyone.

as his paramour, being there for him is nothing but substantial.
i've seen his journey of hard-earned achievements and accomplishments.
it was a bitter start, but throughout the years, he grew more sensible, strong and mature.
he lived his life in music, completing songs with his concertbandmates and not forgetting his ever-rocking friends, he call rockernovas.
unfortunately, every story has an end.

upon the accident he met during the trip over at kotta tinggi, muzap had to stop being whatever he was.
the first few days of recovery was fatal and he could barely be friends with hope.
his sight was murderous, but everyone else held back their tears and gave him hope and faith.
people, in a whole, used to depend on him, but now he has to depend on others.
let's just say, this is life. you won't know when's your turn.
currently ignoring his status, he's recovery is upbeat but sadly,
he suffers form boredom-ismatics, therefore i shall request that you accompany his side at the comfort of his home.
like a child without candy, we need to be there for him.

as someone i had always look up to, it's time i repay him back.
hanging out with him or just go on a date, wasn't enough to repay his deeds as he always play his part as an inamorato.
thank you for being there, giving me support, giving me every littlest things i wanted.
but, i feel that i've have suffered enough to stay still, not having my part spoken and warred with myself, it's time that i won.
and i wish to be there, giving you every supprot you deserve, to answer all your questions and hope for a better recovery.
today is not enough to love you, i need the rest of tomorrows.
and to end this; my love for you isn't a feeling, but a sensation.

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