it's amazing how money can just vanish into thin air. right after i received my pay i bought a pair of tickets for Toe's concert in March, spared aside class fees for the month, paid my phone bills, invested on work clothes and already used so much for transport fare. will not be purchasing shoes this month however, well, that's a start.

anyway it's december and everyone's so busy! i still have to attend work due to holiday practices which i am fairly okay with because it actually fills up most of my time while everyone else is preoccupied with school and work. i guess we are already at that stage where we can't really rely on the well wishes of "Happy Holidays". i really want to get out of this country again because everything here is so.. ... i just want to eat good food. it's Singapore and i can't even eat a subway sandwich without feeling guilty.

and i freaking miss my boyfriend can??!