my conscience has been everything but right. all these while, i've been submerging myself in all things negative with scribbled words combining into sentences that sounded right, but meant wrong. how could i have been so blind to not realise that we still need each other after all these years? today i finally came back to blogger just to read up my previous posts and i am overwhelmed with the generosity of phrases i sang about my lover.

when was the last time i said thank you to him and actually meant it? meant it like a teenager's heart which has never been broken? like it was the first time i've ever thanked him when we first met? this feeling that i am having right now is soaring me up high into the infinite sky above me. i feel young and my legs are strong, my skin is nourished and this smile on my face feels brand new. i feel, young again.

if this is what Square One is supposed to be, then you can count me in for the long run because it feels so amazing to be falling in love.