because i dropped a dollar on thursday. and it made me feel sadder than to have been cheated off fucking five bucks for some feather that has been fully graciously sined. i wished i married Saybons sooner.

i am supposed to be happy today. hanging out, hugging, pinching, telling, preventing gossip, failing not to gossip, eat prawn mee and mee soto. but everyone has their own plans today like being sick and being uncontactable. and my pay has not been transferred. and adding to the salt, i have no baju kurung for next Sunday. brilliant, just brilliant. ouh, and today is no boyfriend day because he went to JB. and i am sad because he never ajak me. because i was supposed to meet some girls today. and sedih because it is also my fault to look forward for today. sedih sungguh.

today is the saddest 12th of the month i have ever been to. sigh, ah fck it. i'm baking chocolate cupcakes and i'm gonna put mozzarella in it.











takmo live high la today. pasal aku sedih.
xoxo