"you'll come back when it's over, no need to say goodbye" - Regina Spektor on The Call
life has been hard for one of my bestfriends, but we know that things ease like boiling water in the winter. we can wreck things with our emotions but i can't do any better than you. what you really need is something to ease that heart of yours. and i know you well, so you should know what you need to think since i have that idea in my head right now. life can put us in greatest wonders in one minute and smack you right in the face then after. i can never predict what comes next.

sensuality. everyone has it. we don't realise that we have the bows ready for the long run and we've been missing the hits and hitting the missed yet indirectly calling ourselves the Masters of Archery. we've been against cupid when everything else fails when the target is missed then again, we have our own bows to spare. i don't usually make sense but that inner you is saying "yes". booyah! the sense of having you to smile right now behind that screen sips joy in this heart over here. you know i love you too girl.

i was rather disheartened last friday after Van Akel's morning text knowing that things had come to a pause. i texted the rest but am somewhat thankful that i received a person reply rather than the rest of you guys. i bet those involved had a laugh of their life. suke eh? with that in my schedule, things have to be postponed and i wonder what will be like at the hangout with the rest of them not visible. well, i remember my days. but like the student at the back of Mrs Puff's boating school carved, "School is for Chumps", and i guess everyone knows that.


favourite snowman for dessert
this week while waiting for old wooldands' coffee shop to finish their renovation, our ice kachang session were launched at Woodlands Square Banquet and Botanics. i have sensetive teeth therefore sharing is the best. i miss how much old woodlands were more generous with their syrup and it only cost us one buck. the Gardens had fair share of ice but the last melted colour was rather disturbing, we didn't finish the last spoon. we did although decide our favourite syrup and insist to have it last but of course, it always have to finish first. but now that one and only is having his holidays which i pretty much enjoy, festivals won't be such a loser.

i am currently loving many sights and sounds. and it's easy for one to be green eyed. good looks comes in big screens and DVDs. but through my eyes makes only one. i've been having conversations with one of my good friends for the past hours talking about life and ourselves. it's good to know that things are prepared for her and i really wish her luck and prosperity. i need to buck up with my baking skills and redo my nails. but before that, Arina click here.

Rizal, i need my fucking pay. aku nak bunuh kau sekarang jugak.