last day of Mosaic

it's when one day i wake up and realise all the things i need to realise for the past days. it is definitely amazing how an empty room and the music from the fan hanging on the wall can drift an empty mind on the important things that i was slipping my way across. well, not exactly that important. i realise that i was somehow rather smitten for footwears. the fact that i used to work for some low-budget shoe company (staff secret) somehow dragged me to get myself and some lovely others, non other than, footwears. i spent more than two hundred on shoes obliviously until i decided to calculate the receipts. of course, i had my moments with myself. i locked my hands against purchasing anymore shoes/slippers because i have since eyeing on good food. Thai Express have been a classic favourite of mine but i've been told that the place was quite costly for my wallet. i find the fact rather fictional but i've decided to let myself agree on things that i could never rely on my guts.

i want to splurge myself with all things expensive. yes, every girl wants that. and if you say no, then it's either you are lying or you're a boy. the problem when you want to splurge on all things expensive is when you have a problem with cash. i have a habit of withdrawing cash when i need them only but mother doesn't allow me to have an empty wallet, therefore she tends to give me some. lucky lucky. yes, my wallet is full with receipts because because because. i don't find it silly since i know of someone who has a thick file to talk about. considered cashless, so i want to spend my day watching old DVDs with Forsythe along with hot cadbury on a rainy day.

it is definitely fun when you think of what to do when you have a holiday since you deserve to have one. let me share with you what i want to do. okay maybe not, because dreaming only leads to more sleep. i know that my days are envious to some of you because i am doing nothing for the time being. can consider a long haul la, but kids, i advise you to concentrate on your school because nothing beats education. i am not some fourty year old mother, but whatever they said about school is true. what i can share however, is that i am going to throw away a box of old clothes i found in my closet tomorrow. i am planning to head to IKEA to get a proper laundry bin and maybe single beds for my sister and i since we're sleeping on an arm length thick individual mattress. it is somehow cool in a way but it does make the room looks really messy. so when that's settled, if you do happen to wonder what i want for my birthday present, a very nice bedsheet would just do the trick. and maybe photo frames if you have extra cash. hehee. i am thankful for things like these.

it's three fifty in the morning and i promised myself to cut the slack for my eyebags. i find joy in typing longer posts and have privileges to acknowledge everyone who come across this nasty long entry. yes, hi, hello.

dah tu je.