you are a thrill seeker and i am the thrill. lines are short but i can make them longer. impressive? no. this is a reminder to myself not to extend my verbal lines any furthur unless desperation calls. i'v humiliated myself with my friends and the people that surround me ever since i was influenced with new circles. bad seed. english is probably the safest language i can express in. that silent sense if content that everyone gets just disappeear as soon as the sun sets.

i never knew sleeping with DVDs can make one feel very happy the next morning. and i slept with two good ones. i have decided to sleep alone in my bedroom than on the livingroom four days back where everything seems brighter in there. yes, of course sleeping on a bed was one of my zero nine resolutions. my body aches has since decreased and fighting for the fan isn't an issue anymore. right now, since everyone has their school scheduled up, i'll try to make my weeks busy as possible. i am really tired and my legs are strengthless. sometimes, i wish i need not chase dreams, but too bad, i only have one life.

i can't enjoy the DVDs for now and i need solutions quick. i am sad. ):

live high, peas and carrots.