i am a sucker when love brings me down.
everyone knows how tough it is to ride one, but in the end, it's the thrill that makes us definate it. it is speechless how God created such wonders for us to live in. and for us to meet someone, who makes us believe that there's a sunshine for us to wake up to tomorrow. love brings us to meet the person beneath our skin and appreciate the one and only, ourselves. it makes us appreciate someone special too, even if no one but their family honours. family is always there, it just takes us time to realise it since we are rarely seen hanging around at the comfort of our own home. where was i when... well, sigh. i wasn't there, and i admit i regret every second of it. i am touched and almost to tears, realising the love i have been recieving for the past years of my life. but i am calm & i am sad. although love is eternity, it brings us burden and dispair and maybe a handful of paranoia. love is a form of care, trust, thought and courage. it can make one feel superior, with the wonders of this undescribed feeling. but, when a heart breaks, the segment of the scattered love of what's left, will they ever mend? my heart is trying to mend itself for the past two years, i know i have to look on the brighter note. i have to. i am proud of my arina, for her courage and determination. because her heart is mended and exchanged(sealed with a kiss).

now i realise, that when someone reminds you a particular thing which you really hate to hear, it's for the best for no one but myself. i am still not too late, slowly, you'll realise how much of a person i am.

with so much love,
uin