daddy promised me to throw away the three storey bed on the first day of chinese new year, but he didn't. the bed ate up to 3.7m by length already and need i elaborate the width? i'm sick of sleeping in the living room for the past two years. i want to study in my own room and not some uncivilised library where you can easily spot people making-out. come on lah daddyyyyyyy.... i know the bed is in a very good condition but. the bed MUST go!
sigh. everything seems unimportant right now. my mind is battling with my heart like a cannonball. though some of my things were done neatly, i didn't do them whole heartedly. i have an aim, but i do things without reason and understanding. currently, i do not know what i want right now. i want things, but i somehow can't find the reason why. see, i'm repeating the same motive but in different phrases.
"ohmygod uinnnn...... better do something about yourself! see a therapist if necessary, self-declares are also in favor."

yes, i'm easily disturbed. i miss Winnie Clubb. i miss AJ. i miss all the love and kids from 2S2`05. i miss my sweet-peppermint smelling grandma who loves to watch soccer and her animals in johore, i miss my cousin; Rudy Ariffin who called a turkey, Grandfather Clock.

maybe i'm craving for chocolate milk. maybe i'm craving for mr.muffin from Q-Bakery. maybe then, i will feel complete.

i can't wait for this Saturday. mainly because i'll be meeting the girls up for breakfast. haniz be there!
okay can't wait!