it's been three weeks since school officially started. studies isn't that bad because the enviroment is too much condusive. and i tell you, frankly, i miss last year's canteen noise. i miss looking at the particular seperated group of boys. i miss having a good view of my boyfriend eating at the other side of the canteen with his friends. and i kinda miss hearing Bam's voice everytime he makes an entrance to the canteen. things a so much different right now. we are too much to our own and i want to break free. the silent is killing me! rebelition has set down, worshiping the hands of "good pupil award". teachers are not having the worst year of their career and reputations. they are not having a hard time. sometimes i do not wish to be in school all because i miss the yester-years.
but sometimes, when i take a step back and focus my vision correctly, things are actually great. that's because i have great friends. and i'm getting the hang of the little boys constantly shouting my name everytime they see me. sigh, but nothing beats the joy of humiliation and pranks. well, there's still manymany months to work with. screw that.